GLIOMA:脳腫瘍が発覚した経緯2

これは2014年2月25日の記録。

心療内科で薬ももらって会社も休んだことで、めまいは随分と回復。
めまいの原因は精神的なものだったらしいので、MRIはキャンセルしようと思ったけど、やはり念のために受けて見ることに。

はじめてのMRIで緊張したけどなんなく終了。しばらく待って結果聞いて帰ろうと診察室に入った瞬間に、机の画面の脳の断面に丸いものが見えた。素人目に見ても明らかにおかしい。心臓がバクバクいってる。

先生は良く無いものが写っていると言う。
良く無いモノってなに？って聞くと、腫瘍らしきモノって言う。
神経内科ではわからないので、となりの脳神経外科で診てもらうって。

隣に移って脳神経外科の先生に、どれほど深刻な状態かわかりかねるんですがって聞いたら、先生もわからんって言う。
今回は造影剤を使ってもう一度MRIを撮るって。

再びMRIを撮る。初めてですかって言うから、さっき午前中に撮ったところじゃ～。

ガックリした気持ちで診察を待つ。
自分の人生、家族、これからどうしたらいいのか？

MRIの結果は、造影剤を使っても腫瘍との境界がくっきりしていて、この場合は良性っぽい可能性が高いとのこと。ただ、悪性度を見分けるため1ヶ月後にMRIをもう一度撮って大きくなるかどうか確認するとのこと。

そのMRIはこちら、

びまん性星細胞腫グレード2を患ってます。 主観的辛痛度:★★★★★（悪性かどうかとても心配。脳を開けて手術するなんて恐ろしい！）

This is the record on 25 February 2014.

I have been take some rest for work and take some medicine from psychosomatic, so I am recovering a dizzy better a month ago.
The course of the dizzy was mental stress. I want to cancel MRI reservation but I reconsider to take MRI to make sure that my brain has no problem.

I was nervous of taking MRI for my first time but completed successfully. After a while, I go to a consulting room and I see a round shape in my brain on a display on a desk. The shape looks something strange to the untrained eye. My heart is beating fast.

The doctor said something wrong was taken.
I said what was something wrong. The doctor said it was a kind of a brain tumor.
Anyway the doctor of neurology has no idea and said I will go to neurosurgery next to the door.

Next to the door, I said a doctor of neurosurgery that I can not judge how to serious in my life about the something wrong. The doctor said he can not tell me now.
The doctor will take another MRI with a contrast medium.

I go back to MRI room. A nurse asked me that it is first time? No, I took it before noon.

I am waiting for a consulting from the doctor feeling depressed.
What can I do for my family and my life?

The result of the MRI was that the something wrong seems not to be a malignant tumor because a boundary of the tumor was clear from my brain with a contrast medium. But I will take another MRI one month later whether the tumor becomes large to confirm it how to malignant.

That MRI is,

Subjective difficulty rate: ★★★★★ (I am worry about the malignant of the tumor. An surgery to open my head is a scary for me!)